To Get The New One, I Have To Lose The Old One :(

I had a laptop and it was given from my aunt. That laptop was the old stock and it was just used by my aunt for many years. She gave it to me for my needs in school. I received it with so many thanks to her. Nevertheless, it has a lack.

I don't look only its lack, but the lack is very influential. Although it has a very nice machine, fast loading, and being installed with new programs, but the battery is really bad. It will turn off by itself after being used for 30 minutes even less than it.

Actually, not just the battery, it is very heavy not like the modern laptop that is mild enough to bring. Well, I tolerance enough for using this laptop 'till my aunt (another aunt of mine) who wants to buy me a laptop since she saw my old laptop. Initially, I said that it was no need.

She has been staying in my home for two months and she always order me to accept her kindness. I gave up and told her that I couldn't keep myself using that old laptop anymore. I was just being so patient and ignored my aunt's kindness for buying me a new laptop. Then, I said sorry, really sorry to my old laptop that I had to get the new ones. It just silent, of course, it is just a laptop, no more than just a machine friend of mine.

Well, for saying this, I know .. yeah, I'm so odd, ain't I? But, it's true. I always make friends with my things even gave them names. Haha, I know this is ridiculous but that's me. I really love my things because they always beside me in my bedroom and accompany me when I'm sad, happy, and get mad. Well, forget it, I don't mean to tell you about this odd of my habit, but about the laptop.

Okay, my aunt then contacted my father to give her some prices and specifications of laptops. He then told my aunt who gave me the old laptop about this. She just told me to hold on with the old ones, but she just didn't know how I fought for using the old laptop. I always charged it while using the old laptop. It's not practice, right? I can't bring it even just for browsing in my collage because I have to find somewhere to charge it. So you know, it's so hard to find the place where I can charge my laptop in collage while browsing. Whoa, even in the library, noone charges his/her laptop because collage doesn't provide free electricity. Well, I don't know if your collage provides it, but not my collage.

Tonight, I just got a text message from my father. He said that I had to give my old laptop to my 2nd brother for his need in collage. I don't know why, I just felt like losing something precious. I just realized it a few minutes ago that my old laptop is too precious to me. But, thinking about its lack, I just can give up. I don't make any decision whether buying the new one and losing the old one. I don't know that I have to do an exchange for this. Huaaahh, I'm so confused to decide.

Anyone, could you like to give me a suggestion what to do?