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Oh my gosh, I will go to Purwokerto tomorrow, but I don't finish packing yet!!! Unbelievable, how can I so fool like this?!!!
This is how it begins. I have so many problems in my family and also in my house. And then an unexpected thing was happened and change my life. Uhm, sorry, maybe I'm too excessive, but sure .. this was a thing I never thought and .. ehm, I'm so glad got this thing!
I'm packing now, moving all my clothes and everything to my big suitcase (sure, this is really big. This suitcase is my grandmother's. I think it should be used for traveling overseas. Haha
). My aunt ordered me to prepare everything. Ok, I had all things that I need. But, the problem is begin now. How can I bring all of them?! 
Actually, I really love packing and traveling, but now I hate this activity because I have to bring lots of things. I feel like someone who want to move forever and never come back to my hometown.
This is how it begins. I have so many problems in my family and also in my house. And then an unexpected thing was happened and change my life. Uhm, sorry, maybe I'm too excessive, but sure .. this was a thing I never thought and .. ehm, I'm so glad got this thing!
I'm packing now, moving all my clothes and everything to my big suitcase (sure, this is really big. This suitcase is my grandmother's. I think it should be used for traveling overseas. Haha
). My aunt ordered me to prepare everything. Ok, I had all things that I need. But, the problem is begin now. How can I bring all of them?! Actually, I really love packing and traveling, but now I hate this activity because I have to bring lots of things. I feel like someone who want to move forever and never come back to my hometown.
I am not as strong what I think, maybe?
You said and even showed me that I am a strong girl ... but, the facts said the reverse ... I am not as strong as what you made me think ...
I've cried a lot ... a lot ... at least this days ...
You said I can continue my life after You take me out from the darkness side of my life .. You even showed me how wonderful this life ...
You blessed my days ... You showed me that I could overcome every obstacle ... Yes, I did it ...
But ... Now, all the things that made me think I am a strong girl with a great power given by her God ... were just suddenly distructed by all things that happened in my life ... those things made myself lost its st
Why does it turn to be so hard, God?
I planned to apply for the leader position in a great event of the english club that I joined. I was chosen to be the leader and defeated 2 other applicants. I was really thankful because I felt like I got a trust, a big trust from many people. One months passed and the progress seemed good as in the start line we (coordinators and I) got some money from selling foods in campus. We also ran faster with sufficient plans. Even in the second plenary, we already had a great operational plan. But, the way that God showed to me was not that easy ... Today, 30 days before the day of our event to be held, I got bad news from coordinator of public rel
Feeling like 'losing myself'
"Is it me?" I'm walking to the mirror "Are you sure that she is me?" I'm looking at a girl who stands still in the mirror.
She just silent.
I stare at her eyes. I try to touch the mirror.
"What are you doing?" She's asking me while her right hand catch my right hand which almost get nearer to the mirror.
I just can't believe it! I can feel her cold hand.
"You will never understand me if you can't reach yourself. You know how I can feel good. You know how to make me back to yourself. But, you always try to let me go. You know we are one until you decided to get me out." She looks so sad.
"Why? Why did you say it? I never did that. I just
Finished Packing For Going Back To Purwokerto
I just finished packing all of my stuffs for tomorrow. I will go to Purwokerto on 9 AM by a travel car*. Again, I bring so many stuffs 'till I have to bring 3 bags. :D
Well, I just don't want to bring them, but I can't even leave them. I need them, really need all of my stuffs. So, I sacrifice to bring all of them tomorrow. I hope there will be a big luggage in the travel car.
My aunt [ she is someone who I call 'mammy' and she just wants to buy me a new laptop -- see my journal 'To Get The New One, I Have To Lose The Old One :(' ], nah, she bought me so many things to be brought by me tomorrow. Big thanks and love for you, mammy :) :hug:
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ohhh.. college?
ahh.. i know what thing you mean
buttah... good luck really in the future, hope you'll have an awesome time on college
ohh!!! that comp thingy! oh, hope you can bring a laptop or PC too!!!
i reallly don't wanna miss you on DA!!!!
ahh.. i know what thing you mean
buttah... good luck really in the future, hope you'll have an awesome time on college
ohh!!! that comp thingy! oh, hope you can bring a laptop or PC too!!!
i reallly don't wanna miss you on DA!!!!